dirty jobs
dedicated to all the people he’s met with dirty jobs
(from mike rowe’s dirty jobs)
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check out the video at discovery
damn this thing is long
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now everyone who’s got a job has got his dues to pay
working for a paycheck and getting through the day
but if you’re bored or otherwise inclined to be a slob
grab some […]

believe it or not, i have less side effects on 20 mg of the speed than i did on 10.
odd.

love the new psychiatrist. love him. down to earth, doesn’t freak on my job, has a sense of humor, listens to my concerns about meds.
so we’re starting on celexa, which in the same class of drugs as prozac. i’ve had some bad side effects with prozac (most alarmingly, limp willie syndrome), so […]

so where have i been.
i quit writing a few months ago mostly because i’ve been frustrated and depressed, and i feel pretty strongly that the nobody reading my blog wants to read about my depression and misery all the time. when i write like that it comes across as so much whining.
so, i’m still […]

patient id:
patient name: ian rainbowjr
date of birth: date
date of service: date

ian rainbowjr is a 4 y old m being seen in the robert w decker pediatric department at the child study center for neurodevelopmental pediatric assessment.

evaluating clinician: devdoc md

accompanied by: both parents
consultation: this appointment is a consultative visit. following […]

jesus.
so i was going to write first about my experience at a paul simon concert.
as always, the concert was excellent, and as always, the crowd was pathetic. simon crowds are passive, just sit there and clap. they don’t get up and dance or have a good time. it’s sad. of course, […]

people wonder why i think my dad is an asshole. it’s shit like this.
(12:54:47 PM) him: u there!
(12:54:53 PM) me: what.
(12:55:04 PM) him: need a call. office
(12:55:13 PM) me: i’m at the uta library.
(12:55:48 PM) me: your choices are instant message, email, or wait.
[pause]
[he calls my cell]
(1:12:40 PM) me: i told you i’m […]

my step-mom says, “that’s a horrible thing to say,” but she doesn’t live with him and doesn’t need the defense of gallows humor. we’ve decided to rename our oldest son tommy.
watching him is frustrating at times. to say “he’s off in his own little world” is an understatement. at four, he ought to […]